Well there must have been something in the air because you ended up at the casino, I fought through a huge urge I almost gave into, and by the sounds of it Vera almost went to. Yikes!!!
At least the financial cost wasn’t huge. I hope you can be kind enough to forgive yourself but also hard enough on yourself to prevent it from happening again. I know it is excruciating to think we can’t gamble even every once in awhile, isn’t it? The truth is though it would start of innocently enough and it begins to grow into a huge problem that we struggle to control over and over again. I guess its better to end the misery once and for all. I am not sure I believe I can stay away forever but I am away for at least another day. Hope you can get back on track right away and find the strength you need to remain gamble free. We are here for you and understand how difficult this is FG
