I know things seem impossible right now, but you can fight this addiction.
Could you tell your girlfriend, before she finds out another way? Maybe she can then take your cards etc to limit your access to money?
You can live without gambling, its not easy, but with work you can regain your life.
Use this site as much as you need to, theres lots of support out there.
Self exclusion from the online sites can help, I’m not sure where you are but there are many blockers for your computer to limit your access to these sites.
Take care, and keep posting.
Love K x
