[Midlandman]

Hi

I just feel that if I’m single I can’t let my wife down anymore I continue to let myself down and don’t want to put her through the devastation that is gambling addiction/compulsion.

Having said that I still love her and if I didn’t have this gambling problem I would not be coming to this same conclusion.

I really do think that if I am not successful now in stopping then my life will be ruined further and I will not be able to live a normal life. I cannot tell my wife about my relapse. I have to get through the next 4 months and prove to myself I can do this.