Hi,
I read your posts, I am also a sports gambler. I understand your pain. I wager on sports and lose it all on online blackjack.
Last year I turned $25 into 650 over two months, and lost it all playing blackjack. I showed my wife what I had won she told me cash out, and I was planning too. I just wanted to be on the Mayweather Paquio fight to double up my money, but I lost before the fight came it was only a week away. This is an illness.. Sports betting requires discipline human beings dont have. Your a winner you hit the book for 52k that is skill, but the losses the dicipline it takes to manage a bankroll. Im bot sure how this works but I would love to exchange stories with you. Im in a similar situation maybe we can support each ither through our habit