Your still in a position to recover financially with time
And hard work. something I have discovered lately the amount of money we lose is irrelevant I feel as bad if I lose fifty quid as I did once losing 20 k in a couple of hours
There is no quick fix the money is gone even if you won a million tomorrow it wouldn’t matter sounds crazy but its True. I too am still completely addicted to machines have gambled away everything I had a home savings lost my family got them back then started gambling again
I am now a thief a liar had a break down and will probably never work again. but I have drawn a line in the sand I cant change what I have done will never recover financially but I Can become a better man and a dad again one day at a time.
compared to the man I once was
Self exclude your self and join GA .