Hi Ady,
I’m not sure if someone has mentioned this but you can get a free trial with Gamban which will give you a few weeks until
You can afford to buy it.
I remember often feeling gamban was too expensive and yet I had no difficulty finding the money to gamble once I got paid . It certainly has given me freedom.
I look after my own finances as do many people one here . I have however ordered a new bank card and had a friend scratch off the final three numbers at the back. This means I can no longer use the card online but it will still work in shops.
These are a few things which I hope will be helpful to put in place before you next get money . The feeling of having money in the bank is so much better than any feeling gambling ever gave us – it’s just a matter of getting past the first few paydays.
Keep strong Adi – the thoughts about money will subside and yes it takes great patience at the start but you can do it .