[female g]

yes we chatted in group today. I hope you will do the right thing and put the blockers in place and be responsible in recovery. Your children and the family deserve to be happy and if that means A great Xmas then just remind yourself of that every time you get an urge. Repeat xmas a thousand times over to remind you of the goals you want to achieve. Try visualization and use relaxation tools to keep you focused. FG