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Hi Carole. Thank you for your advice. It is great to have friend like you here. I can manage for these two weeks. I am sure I will not die. Some times I feel the demon inside me does not want me to die, he wants me alive so he can use me. But in reality I will survive this week and hopefully I will not make the same mistake. You are right and good to know that perfection is not what I should be looking for now, but progress. I have never looked at it this way. thank you It was very important point. One day at a time. I start again.