[JohnNobody]

Hi I have not gambled. But just kind of being a recluse at the moment. Working loads. Trying to get my thoughts straight. Feelings very much all over the place. Feeling very down at the moment. Saw a video clip with the ex. That does not help. Even though I cant stand the people from my past. We had a very toxic break up 3 years ago . Remember lt like it was yesterday. Thanks for the messages of support. I can give nothing in return at the moment ….. but hope you are all doing well.