Hi Ican
Sorry to hear you have been struggling. I do not have any magic words of wisdom. I really wish I did. I have read many of your treads and I know that you have been a source of help many times to folks on this forum. I think that the problem we gamblers have is that we forget so easily the intense pain and trouble that it causes us and those around us. although I have been clean for a while now, I understand that the demons are always following me. I think with me, its the thought of getting a bit of ‘easy money’ and not having to work for it. We sometimes win, but its never enough, and its that win thrill that keeps us coming back in the hope theat we can do it again, but thinking we can stop at ‘just the right time’ !!!!!!!!!! Funny that it always fails. I have in the past gone on fantastic winning steaks that have lasted for weeks, with lots of available cash. I have bought people gifts and spent some on fancy meals, and then the inevitable certainty losses start again and I chase and chas and chase, and normal service is resumed. You have done some good stints free of the demon before and I know you are strong. You are in my thoughts and I can only suggest keep coming to the forum were people really do care x
