Hi Kin, I love the honesty in your posts.
Recovery is a constant effort Kin- we can never forget that we have an addiction no matter how long it has been sleeping.
I think you are like an escalator going up- always searching for areas to improve and working constantly on all parts of your life .
Many people on here have written about how your thread inspires them.
I hope you are feeling good about life and about yourself now Kin.