Nobody could ever say that facing your addiction was going to be easy. Fear of the unknown is scary but soon it will be a friendly place and you won’t be a stranger to it. If you were blasé and super-confident I would far more worried about you.
I took my CG to the GMA programme nearly 9 years ago and I watched him doubtful and afraid but what a fantastic return he got for going that extra mile. Take care on the journey.
My thoughts will be with you tomorrow and in the coming days.