Thinking of you.. i understand where you are coming from.. i am a carer for my beautiful Mum. Its very hard to see them in pain and in hospital it is so worrying but she is in good hands there and they will look after her. She has you there, you are not gambling, what a wonderful thing that is that you can be there for her.. had you not stopped gambling who knows.. you are doing well, you are always the person that seems to put everyone back together, look after you Lizbeth and im thinking good wishes for you and your mum across the seas
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