Hi Magnus. I see you posted and got a little advice a couple of weeks ago now. Did you manage to find that GA meeting? Did you speak to your dad again? He could help with accountability, maybe look after your money for a while so you can’t access it for gambling.
Those “countless friends” you have made through playing poker? If they are true friends won’t you be able to do other non gambling activities with them? I had a lot of “friends” i used to gamble with. Whilst some of them were true friends many turned out to be just gambling acquaintances.
Use the support you have here, keep posting