Hi reeder. Just joined as well and i last gambled the same day as you. Feeling very disgraceful and struggling my way through work. Thought about taking a mental health day off work and calling in sick but figure i need to build my strength up again and sitting around doing nothing for too many days is not good. My partner handled it better than i thought when i told her but suspect she is still working it out in her head as well. While i was doing it i never considered the effect it would have on her and i have been so selfish. On day 3 my attemp at a positive outlook is maybe through my mistakes i will learn to be a better person because i can now see with my eyes wide open how much of a shitty person i have been. Keep posting as much as you can and share what makes you comfortable.
Good luck in your recovery