I wish you would just say goodbye to your £200ish before it becomes £400ish. Someone has to lose for anyone to win. The thing about the addicted gambler is we keep on betting until we are the big loser. You sound like you want to be a responsible person, so do the right thing and get out of that betting ring. You can do it! You have goals that are not going to be met if you continue….trust me, that money is gone, don’t add to your misery!