[markxsosa]

Hi Seanraj4731,

While the gambling felt like fun when I was winning, I’ve lost hours of sleep thinking about what could have been. I have to find a new hobby to get my mind off my losses and potential winnings, in order to stay positive. It’s just so weird, because even though on the $150, I still cashed out $4.5k, I still feel like a dummy for blowing through $30k in winnings in a few hours. Just goes to show how destructive this habit is- even when you win, you end up being upset. Looking forward to sharing my journey moving away from gambling.