I am sure it would feel good for you to be able to buy your Dad a good present for Father’s day, but I am sure he will not be expecting that, time with you is priceless to your folks.
Four times what you have been used to having these past six months, will that scare you? Does Dad still have control over it for you? As you do not want to put yourself in a position of suddenly having ‘spare’ funds that could lead to temptation, or maybe there is something you would like to get for you? treat yourself to something good whether it be an activity or a material reward, after all you do deserve it, you have worked so hard in every way.
Doing great Seri, nothing sounds mad here not at all, only mad thing is gambling.
Hope you are feeling good today Seri.