Hi Tommy
I replied to your first post last night, you can see it further down the forum. It is best to keep to one thread so that people can follow your story better.
Tommy you have a problem with gambling which sadly means you cannot win and your debt and misery will increase as long as you place that next bet – however, you can change all that, you can live gamble-free and be in control of your life, the life you want to have. You can be the person you want to be.
I know only too well the pressure that Christmas can bring to you and I know you can start making your life better today and for all your Christmases to come. Nobody can deal with great lumps of the future Tommy, we can all only live one day at a time, so just for today do not place a bet. Just one day is no big deal and you can do it.
I will leave my post to you there but you will get other replies. The forum is quieter some days than others but there are many who are listening to you and who understand you, so be assured, you are not alone..
If I didn’t know you can control your gambling I wouldn’t be here writing to you. I can’t make you stop but I can and do care that you do it for yourself. Just for today – not too hard is it?
Velvet