6 June 2019 at 1:29 am
#48801
jen3
Participant
Hi Vera!! Sounds like we are in the same boat. Yup I screwed up as well. Why do we go back to the same old same?? I just hate that I keep putting myself through the same bull crap. I have no idea what to do different to keep this same pattern from repeating itself. Screw up, win or loose it always turns into a chase, (even after a few times managing to win and leave) followed by devastation, than ready to do what ever it takes to live gamble free, clean time, than start the cycle over… UGHHHH! You are in my thoughts and prayers my friend.