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lizbeth4
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I am trying to find my motivation again today. My new house inspection and termite inspection is tomorrow. I have also hired movers as my move date is November 18th. In the mist of all of this, I am having gambling thoughts. Crazy!!! I am picking my Grandson up from school early today and tomorrow and there is no school on Friday, which nixes me going to the casino. I went on my Husband’s facebook page this morning and just cried reading the caring words his friends had posted after his death and looking at all the pictures of him from the previous year and remembering his struggle with cancer and death. It just hit me hard. I am ready to move as this place isn’t my home anymore without him here. I will be sad but I am excited about my new home. A lot has happened this year and I have changed a lot also.