Just thought I’d write since it’s been so long. My husband is gamble free still, I am glad about this of course. He has been going to his GA meetings weekly up until about 6 weeks ago, when he went to a retreat to finish step 3 & 4 with his sponsor. Ever since he came back he seems less motivated to continue working on his steps.

Furthermore, I caught him watchingporn again, which started to become compulsive (daily) and a true turnoff for me.
On top of that I dont think he loves me (how can he when he doesnt love himself?) and he -again- accused me of cheating. Argggh.
So yeah, I’m here but not happy with my husband a lot of the time but also not ready/willing to give up.

Have a nice weekend.