Yes i agree it is not about the money. Its all about your mind brother.
. Start a journal on being thankful. You are an amazing person. You shall rise above this. Be addicted to focusing on recovery. Observe your mind. Look at your thoughts. Delete the thoughts that is not productive. Reboot, factory restore reset renew your mind towards seeing your life as value. And time spend saving others by helping them and yourself in the process. Be Thankful. gambling is a big fat lie.
Stay positive bro. We are here to encourage and uplift each other.