I spent the weekend alone. I reorganize some closets and cleaned. I was re-reading my last post. I am learning a lot about myself. I think that I am a very lonely person. A part of me is missing. I can’t wallow in the past. I need to move forward. I am in control of my life and what happens in it. I have had gambling urges as stress and conflict seem to bring the urges up. I haven’t gambled! I ordered lunch (chicken enchiladas) and I am going to read a new book.