I have gambled pretty much all my life and decided I had enough around 4 years ago (I think) the mind can get a little scrambled within the madness I create, at that point in my life I had enough I wanted to stop gambling and still to this day I have the same feeling I have had enough and want to stop gambling, before I didnt…….I didnt want to stop and thats the big difference, in the last 4 years or so I have had good periods of recovery off up to a year and not so good periods, I just have to try and find what works best for me and I will.
I am a compulsive gambler but just for today I will not gamble, thanks to everyone for supporting each other, its hard to explain but just to get a quick reply from anyway sometimes makes a massive difference to that persons day.
Take care all and hope this finds you all well.
Maverick (Lee)