[liamh35]

I’m really struggling to cope. ive been gambling all day and got myself in a hole financially. Ive lied
To my parents again n said I went out for lunch with a girlfriend and now I’m going
To go a whole day without eating because they will be suspicious if I start eating after being out all day. I’m a terrible person. I don’t know why I do it! What attracts me to it. I know it destroys me. 100 miles an hour I went today. Just didn’t stop. I don’t know what to do anymore. I seriously am powerless to gambling. I need some other purpose or meaning in my life. I’m going to end up killing myself because that’s the way I feel. I can’t go on feeling this way all the time. I Just don’t feel like anything good happens for me. X