I’m so angry with myself. I didn’t even make it a week. I won another fantasy football league, and my friend convinced me to go to the casino. It didn’t take a lot of convincing, but it wasn’t on my mind, and then when he suggested it, there was a switch that went off in me that said ABSOLUTELY, let’s go. I lost $1000 tonight, and it would have been more if I didn’t have the ATM withdrawal limit set at my bank…. I’m so angry with myself. I filled out a budget 3 days ago about how I can save money, and get back to where I was before I started losing, and i figured out it would take about 4 months. Then I could look back and say to myself that it was an expensive year, but I bounced back and can move forward. But instead I’m back behind the 8 ball… I think I’m past nipping it in the bud, and have a full blow issue.
