I’m sorry to hear that you gambled Bettie. But I am glad that you are here and being so honest. It’s hard when we are going through a tough time. It would have been nice for your Mom to be understanding and to have helped out with Jen. I know that must of hurt. Resentment feelings are hard to deal with. I know you are a strong lady. You will get through this. Good for you in stopping smoking. It is hard! It’s been over 4 years for me and it took a heart attack to get me to stop. Take care of yourself. I know that you have health issues and the stress can agrivate them. I hope that things will improve for you soon.