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#32711

I’ve tried to get help before; nothing works.
Something triggers in my brain and it takes complete control.

I have banned myself from casinos just to go back in the minimum amount of time (6 months) to get myself removed from the list, but even when i’m on that list I can still bet online. If I remove my account, I can always just make a new one. ban myself from the site? oh there’s a new one for that too. If I want it, I’ll get it, I never thought my resources would ever be this low. I grew up wealthy so this is new to me.

3 hours and 20 minutes until game time.
I’m surprised I didn’t bet an early game just for the sake of betting. It has become that bad in the chase but down to possibly the last bet, I have to be logical.. even though I haven’t slept in over 20 hours.