Right at this moment it is the evening of Christmas Eve, we are about to have dinner and then the kids are going to bed soon. Some of my family are down to spend Christmas, it is nice. To be honest I feel really relieved as this year I did not gamble my christmas money and ruin the holiday as I have done so many times in the past. I brought gifts for all and I can rest easy, knowing that I can beat this addiction. I am getting close to being one month clean. I know it isn’t much, I will get there. I barely think about cg or think about how poor I am. Feeling positive and really hopeful that this will not be the end of me. I am excited about the possibilities, keep your head up all.
Have an Amazing Christmas everyone, treasure the time and remember it is the season to be Jolly. And as addicts we can say without a doubt we have a lot to be thankful for.