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Dear diary
I knew the only cure to my recovery was a spiritual one. I didn’t do well.
After reading Kathryn post, it got me thinking.
What has work for me last year and where have I failed terribly at it.
When I ask myself what is spirituality and what does it mean? I had a hard time trying to put it in words. I found this explanation online.
Spirituality is the concept of immaterial reality, an inner path enabling a person to discover the soul or essence of his/her being.
Generally, the term spirituality refers to an individual sense of inner well-being, meaning and purpose, eg. Why are we here? What is our purpose? What is the meaning of life?
Spirituality is about looking within and finding what I seek within myself, my body will die one day, for me maybe sooner or later.
Today I realized, am I being very self-centered, selfish and self-seeking if all I am concern about was whether God care about me, whether God is angry with me, whether God is please with me more than seeking and following God’s will and God’s way.
One of the first thing that I learn about spirituality was about this saying that a religious person may not be spiritual but a spiritual person may be religious.
Spiritual growth is master through practice, practice and more practice.