[i won a new life]

My story and my struggle.
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nI have been gambling for 10 years on and off.
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nOver the past year I have been gambling almost daily online playing slots and casino table games.
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nI have tried to stop. I was on a 3 month upswing.
nI have now lost everthing, I am bankrupt.
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nOnly when I run out of money do I have time to look back and see the trail of devastation.
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nI now see the only way to move forward is to stop gambling.
nI need to stop now and stop forever.
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nIts easy for me to say I only have a gambling problem when I lose, thats how I feel but here I am trying to claw my way out of the fog again.