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maverick.
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When I choose not to gamble I dont just buy the meat I buy the garnish and herbs…………..when I choose to gamble I dont even get the meat!

Life is like a rollercoaster with all the ups and downs and at the end of the ride it all evens itself out……….therefore the ride is so very different to life!

Many people say they understand but in truth I beg to differ…….how can someone understand you if you dont understand youself!

We are born into the world and we have nothing………..we eventualy die and depart from the world and leave with nothing………….the only thing that maters is what we did with our lives while in the world………..and boy have I fu***ng wasted so much of mine gambling………when the time comes God is going to kick my arse and say what were you doing Lee……you had so much more to give……..I wont be able to lie my way out of that one as he knows everything!

Why do I do what I do………..it is me who does it but I know not what I do or why!

All people want is money……….friendship is so very hard to come by nowdays…….there are not many true friends, where has it all gone wrong, what has life become!

Should you have to result to violance to make people leave you alone……….I dont believe you should……….but trust me you do!

Am I a bad man…….I know I am not and have a good heart but yes at times I can be!

Who knows what will be………it will happen and that is it……we just have to go with the flow and enjoy the ride………..I have always hated rollercoaster rides and that is the truth hand on heart…….but hey who believes a compulsive gambler………like a very good friend of mine once said “I told a lie about a lie and then I lied about that”………….never a truer word spoken……..

Just for today I didnt get the meat………

My name is Lee and I am a compulsive gambler along with many other things…………..I am going away for a while as I need to do some serious soul searching………….I am struggling to understand myself and at this moment in time I am not happy with what I do.

I wish you all well and hope you can all find the happiness you all so deserve, life is a gift.

Maverick