I find myself a little irritated with the response to my post. It feels like you picked out one thing I mentioned (counselling) and instead of considering it – you asked what I got out of it, as if it would be the same for you. No – I am not sharing. Your thread is headed “I need advice and help” and yet when people have given advice and help you have not acted. Charles has now added to things that you can do … but will you? What about looking into GA – if not why not? It is only by taking action that you are going to move on from where you are. I hope you can find it in yourself to take action. I look forward to hearing about the results.