[riverdaleboy]

Thank you for your words of wisdom vera. I must admit I felt that I had let myself and a lot of other people down when I had my little relapse. Perhaps I was just kidding myself that I could remain in control but losing is losing in more ways than just financial. I woke up this morning with a new sense of determination and will use that to move forward. I will keep posting as I said with complete honesty and with a little help I will conquer this mental drug that affects me.