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Not so happy today and a little panicky about money .

I seem to have had a lot of large expenses this month (car trouble) coupled with a payday binge at the end of last month.

However I am also looking forward to next payday and knowing it will be the start of an improved financial situation.

Today I am wondering how I could have thrown so much away – not really regret but more astonishment at my stupidity.

People say it’s not stupidity it’s addiction- but I thought I wAs too wise too be brain washed.

I guess I this is where accepting what I cannot change is important .

Looking forward to a frugal few weeks – roll on payday -18 days to survive