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Of course i’ve been gambling yesterday and today. How do I get myself off this rollercoaster? I feel desperate,hopeless, doomed.
When I stop gambling I get severe depression, irritation and feel extremely agitated and worried. When I gamble I get some relief and hope but that lasts only as long as the first half of my deposit lasts.
I ‘m so lost. I don’t have a life anymore. I get cold sweats from worry.
Slots are pure fraud. I deposit hundreds and get no bonus rounds. It’s always the same. Or I get bonus rounds 10 euro winnings after hundreds, thousand spent. It’s crazy. I’ m loosing my sanity not only my money.
I feel sick. What I ‘m doing to myself is masochism. I don’t even enjoy gambling.