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On the way back from work. Just tried again, and got to the deposit,luckily it’s a provider I have been with before so blocked the account.
It’s so hard mate! Don’t feel bad about your lottery thing, your doing better than I am – I keep thinking there is a quick fix, if I put 3k on one hand of blackjack I’m back to where I was. I know it’s not the answer, but so hard.