Mav,
Just wanted to drop in and send you my best, I know how hard it can be my friend, when gambling our lives are like roller coasters…..so many ups and downs but the downs far outweigh the ups and in truth we always end up at the bottom of massive hole we have dug ourselves, I promise you (and I am sure you already know) our lives become so much better everyday we choose not to gamble, I know it is hard but try not to think about the past to much, we cannot change what we have done and all that truly maters is “just for today”, so “just for today” I hope you have a great gamble free day and as you well know you can only ever take life “one day at a time”
I wish you all the very best in your recovery and also life, stay strong, keep fighting and never give in………things do get better.
Lee (aka the original Maverick)