My dearest Kathryn,
I can relate to the situtation you find yourself in. My heart aches for you. I know when I “slipped” at 16 months how devastated I felt. I dabbled with gambling with the same result over and over for about 6 months before I got fully back on the recovery road.
You know what insanity is-doing the same thing and expecting a different result. A “return to gambling” is the same thing. I have to remind myself the thrill that I once felt can’t ever be felt again and all thats left is the pain.
Praying for your continued recovery
bettie
