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I have not gamble but I am not in a good place today. I was getting flash back of the opportunistic gamble that I have missed and could have won lately.

I also regretted over my latest gambling loss and felt ashamed of what that money could’ve been used on. The urge to try to win it back creeps in during such times.

I am only thinking about what gambling can do for me and not thinking about what gambling can do to me. It was a struggle for a while.