In 18 days I will have triple digits gamble free- 100 days.
This is a huge milestone for me as I have not gone this long since I can remember, I’ve completely forgotten about gambling, but not the pain that is caused. That is a scar that will stay with me for life. I am battling lots of demons but gambling is not one of them right now, thankfully. I am grateful for my health, my family, and my new job I will start in January. Paycheques will come in steadily and I will watch my gambling debts go down every two weeks, slowly but surely. I figure it will take about 12 months to clear, but I am just living for today- the present, and I will slowly chip away. Wishing everyone a merry Christmas and a time where we can spend with our loved ones, not worrying about our next bet or how we will get money to buy gifts because it has all gone to the casino. This has been a very tough year but I’m so determined to live the rest of my life gamble free.
Wishing everyone the best.