How time goes by so quickly, sorry that I haven’t touched based, just been really busy. I have a lot going on, its stressing me out a little bit. This week marks 8 months clean, very happy with that result. For some reason I am super excited about making it to the 9 month mark. I am proud of myself and beginning to trust myself more and more. And even becoming more confident in myself and even my perspective of life is improving. I think being clean and getting rid of the negativity it brings is really helping. AS well as the counselling and the continuity of dreaming and still hoping that their is still so much good and joy for me to experience. That nothing is over, everything is just beginning.