Hi Stressed
Welcome to Gambling Therapy.
You showed you yourself for a second in a group last night and I didn’t have time to welcome you – you are more than welcome in a group – just type in the box next time and I will answer you.  We will be communicating in real time which is obviously quicker than the forum.   It is also good to see your thread started as it gives more time for consideration.
I am just about to open another group so I can’t write much at the moment.   I will reply to you asap – I just want you to know as quickly as possible that you have been heard.
In the meantime – welcome you have come to the right place