Hi (((Lorraine)))! It’s Carole but under a new name. It’s so nice to reconnect with you. It sounds like you’re struggling with gambling. I know that you have been under a lot of stress for years, with your husband’s diagnosis and subsequent placement, as well as financial stress due to compulsive gambling. And that you live with other cgs. Did you ever renew your self-exclusion when it expired? Keep reaching out for support from people that care about you on this site and the other site you frequent. Every single day that you don’t gamble is a victory. This is a nasty addiction and it will ***** everything it can from us. Not only financially but emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually. I believe that God always had his hand on me, even when I was compulsively gambling, waiting to lead me out of the dark place I was in. I believe He has his hand on your life as well Lorraine. Keep reaching out! The red convertible down the Oregon Coast is within your grasp some day. Carole
