Blimey! I have just caught up with your post. Blimey! Again! How are you? Forget the others. How are you? I have posted before that your thread always makes me smile and it is always uplifting. Although the smiles are fewer (still a few there though!) the sense of being uplifted has intensified. How great are you handling this? I have the utmost admiration for how you have been and how you have used the forum to vent your anger and rationalise your thoughts. And just when i thought you coudln’t get better I remembered that this is a gambling forum and that you have haven’t gambled! That is ridiculously brilliant! Well done girl! If you go back six weeks and this had happened think how much damage you would have done trying to block out your feelings. Words cannot express how proud I am of you and I hope you feel very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very very proud of yourself. I am not sure if I could have coped one tenth as well as you have. Well done again.
Look forward to speaking to you soon!
"A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step"