thank you for your support though I can’t help feeling guilty, guilty that I am letting myself and my GT friends down. I know that I need to do this for me and me alone but I suppose a small part of me felt that I owed it to you guys to be strong, respected by others etc. I know that I am a good person but what does eat me is the thought that my son/daughter is going to be brought into this world in 6 weeks time and all I can think about is having a weekly bet…. not good, its only a small bet, but I could use that money to buy myself or family a small gift, even a chinese is better spent than gambling. I hope that you continue your pledge and please know that I think what you are doing is great, you and many many other members are a true inspiration to me.
Take care and I will keep in touch..
My goal today is not to gamble (hypocrite I know) but that is all I can do.
chat soon :-)Players do not continuously lose… They continuously nearly win!!