Hello my lovely aussie friend
Well, I’m always first in line for a roller coaster ride, so count me in too. (yes, I will elbow Velvet out of the way to get to the front of the queue LOL).
Actually I think the rollercoaster analogy is very fitting for your situation. you see, the thing is with a rollercoaster, once its started, you cant jump off! You can cling on for dear life and be terrified the whole way, but that wont change the ride… its gonna happen anyway!
Or you can just throw your arms in the air, and just GO WITH IT! Yes, i think thats called "letting GO!". Easier said than done I know, but for whatever reason Kathryn, the universe has decided to give you this opportunity, this enormous challenge, of letting go!
We are all on this rollercoaster ride with ya babe! Al’s gonna have a big job hanging on to his cowboy hat, the sick bags AND managing the blessed elephant… someone will have to tell Velvet (gently) that her zimmerframe wont FIT in the rollercoaster… and someone else will have to give Vera a nudge to wake her up from nightshift again! As for me, I have a new waterproof mascara that can handle tears of any description!!!!
I love that you are talking about dealing with your feelings, and facing them head on! And that you are so fiercely determined that you will not let this send you backwards. Look at how much you have faced already. You are not going to turn into a raving lunatic. Far from it.
I do hope you and dames can find a way to share your feelings and talk openly about how its affecting you both, BEFORE you get the results. This is a great opportunity for the two of you to strengthen the bond and the openness that you have both been building on eh. So go and sit that man of yours down, tell him that you love him, but theres a big bloody elephant that needs sorting out, and you need his help to ask it to leave!
Thanks for your post, and for keeping me updated. Rest assured though I am checking in here regularly to see how your doing! Awesome score on the wii by the way!! Ya might need to give wee harry some extra weetbix for breakfast though, if he’s scoring a 48!!? LOL!
Much love and light to you
Meg xxx"We are each of us angels with only one wing… we can only fly by embracing each other"