Kathryn….congratulations on taking a brilliant step in self-excluding. That was the one thing that allowed me to stay gamble-free. As much as I wanted to go, I couldn’t. I know that I could go to some extraordinary lengths to gamble, but I don’t want to. Being lazy pays off! I hope this turns out to be the best step you take. You should indeed be proud of yourself for facing your demons. The secrets keep us sick. Stay strong, I wish you the best in your fight.