I have to agree with you Vera, im really trying to make up for lost time so to speak!
Sitting and listening to my children, yes really listening, and talking TO them not AT them. Trying to make a little time for myself, usually to come on this site and have a read. Im making a conscious effort to enjoy my days, trying to keep the little devil on my shoulder quiet for a little while (thats not easy).
I still hear the machines singing in everything i do, theres always something that reminds me, a sound, a picture.
You know better than anyone Vera the terrible thing i did when i was gambling, i dont know that i can ever forgive myself, but, im trying to have a better day everyday. I have to put it behind me but i will never forget.
I think ive lived over half my life, i cant imagine myself living to a ripe old age…i smoke too much!!! In saying that it is my intention to make the most of time. Its too precious to be sitting in those stinking venues throwing my money away.
I hope you are all having a wonderful day,
Bye for now, Kathryn xxFighting the good fight…One day at a time
